dear future diary,
I prolly woulda never even hated the CITY EMPLOYEE, had it not been for his WIFE.
YEAH, I dumped him, but we remained FRIENDS, he still mowed my dads yard, AND I PAID HIM CASH, because I didn't want to suck his dick for it.
Until all of THIS NONSENSE, when I was sad or DEPRESSED, which WASN'T VERY OFTEN MIND YOU, I was able to ring his phone once, on every thirD day, lol, and he would IMMEDIATELY, return my calls, and talk to me FOR HOURS and we would laugh and cry and catch up about EVERYTHING, which would always "spark" something for him, but never for me. I think I used him as an emotional crutch at times, because I SO wanted him to be THAT PERSON he said he was in the beginning when I believed all his lies.
I didn't want to ever tell anyone he gave me the STD, that's why I agreed to the extension to the preliminary OP, I didn't want to have a trial and bring out all the dirty laundry about the threesomes, and the sex parties in Springfield, and breaking into my house BEFORE he had the key, and getting fired from JEMerrit for sexual harassment and so on and so on and so on. But I'm not scared anymore to bring any of it out. I am ready. THEY MADE A DEAL WITH ME ON MAY 14, 2010, AND ON SEPT 2, 2010 THEY BROKE IT.
I prolly woulda never even hated the CITY EMPLOYEE, had it not been for his WIFE.
YEAH, I dumped him, but we remained FRIENDS, he still mowed my dads yard, AND I PAID HIM CASH, because I didn't want to suck his dick for it.
Until all of THIS NONSENSE, when I was sad or DEPRESSED, which WASN'T VERY OFTEN MIND YOU, I was able to ring his phone once, on every thirD day, lol, and he would IMMEDIATELY, return my calls, and talk to me FOR HOURS and we would laugh and cry and catch up about EVERYTHING, which would always "spark" something for him, but never for me. I think I used him as an emotional crutch at times, because I SO wanted him to be THAT PERSON he said he was in the beginning when I believed all his lies.
I didn't want to ever tell anyone he gave me the STD, that's why I agreed to the extension to the preliminary OP, I didn't want to have a trial and bring out all the dirty laundry about the threesomes, and the sex parties in Springfield, and breaking into my house BEFORE he had the key, and getting fired from JEMerrit for sexual harassment and so on and so on and so on. But I'm not scared anymore to bring any of it out. I am ready. THEY MADE A DEAL WITH ME ON MAY 14, 2010, AND ON SEPT 2, 2010 THEY BROKE IT.