dear stuck on a ride diary,
read all about it. i need to decide whether or not it is worth getting up to do all that or not. that is a big decision. a decision that i am not so prepared to make at the moment. all i can think about is making a batch of butter chicken and sending the unibomber go get some chicken fried rice and taking a five hour nap. that is the first thing on my mind and everything else falls to the wayside. mornings are not my thing. i can get up early- as early as you need me to- but i have to go right back to bed. i'm not good at stayin up. this past year has been hell on me. i blame my mental capacity on the circumstances before me. even tho i can still whoop some ass- it still took its toll. struggling to my feet again, i'll wake up again someday. until then i will keep dreaming- sleeping my life away.
read all about it. i need to decide whether or not it is worth getting up to do all that or not. that is a big decision. a decision that i am not so prepared to make at the moment. all i can think about is making a batch of butter chicken and sending the unibomber go get some chicken fried rice and taking a five hour nap. that is the first thing on my mind and everything else falls to the wayside. mornings are not my thing. i can get up early- as early as you need me to- but i have to go right back to bed. i'm not good at stayin up. this past year has been hell on me. i blame my mental capacity on the circumstances before me. even tho i can still whoop some ass- it still took its toll. struggling to my feet again, i'll wake up again someday. until then i will keep dreaming- sleeping my life away.