dear you dont have to understand diary,
i begged you to take ahold of me- to keep me as your own. you said you would wrestle up and help me- but instead i was just your whore. you had me convinced of a lot of things- but one thing i that was true- there was one thing meant for me and there was another thing meant for you. that is just the way shit happens- that's just the way it goes- but if you would have just been honest with me- it wouldnt have been such a shock i suppose. the hurt and pain has yet to leave inside. i will only yeild to my faith and someday that love i believe will die in my heart and i will not be weary of the life i will have finally made for myself. it will all be worth it in the end when i see you fall off your shelf.
i begged you to take ahold of me- to keep me as your own. you said you would wrestle up and help me- but instead i was just your whore. you had me convinced of a lot of things- but one thing i that was true- there was one thing meant for me and there was another thing meant for you. that is just the way shit happens- that's just the way it goes- but if you would have just been honest with me- it wouldnt have been such a shock i suppose. the hurt and pain has yet to leave inside. i will only yeild to my faith and someday that love i believe will die in my heart and i will not be weary of the life i will have finally made for myself. it will all be worth it in the end when i see you fall off your shelf.