i like it anyways

dear now i don't know what else to even put in here diary,

there isn't much else on my mind today- i kinda don't have much to say. i have to clean my shit up around my area- and put my stuff away. i feel like eating mexican food- fajitas sound like something bad ass- but they make my hair stink- so afterwards- i'd have to take a bath. i am scheduled to go to the meat market today- to pick up our cut up cow. i have to take the truck tho- the whole thing wont go in the trunk. i borrowed my dads johnny cash cd- and i been listening to the shit out of that- i love that song big river so much- the words nearly gave me a heart attack. i cant believe anyone wrote something so perfectly- each word goes hand in hand- and with the little tune that's with it- it is the best song he has.

Now I taught the weeping willow how to cry,
And I showed the clouds how to cover up a clear blue sky.
And the tears that I cried for that woman are gonna flood you Big River.
Then I'm gonna sit right here until I die.

I met her accidentally in St. Paul (Minnesota).
And it tore me up every time I heard her drawl, Southern drawl.
Then I heard my dream was back Downstream cavortin' in Davenport,
And I followed you, Big River, when you called.

Then you took me to St. Louis later on (down the river).
A freighter said she's been here but she's gone, boy, she's gone.
I found her trail in Memphis, but she just walked up the block.
She raised a few eyebrows and then she went on down alone.

Now, won't you batter down by Baton Rouge, River Queen, roll it on.
Take that woman on down to New Orleans, New Orleans.
Go on, I've had enough; dump my blues down in the gulf.
She loves you, Big River, more than me.

Now I taught the weeping willow how to cry, cry, cry
And I showed the clouds how to cover up a clear blue sky.
And the tears that I cried for that woman are gonna flood you Big River.
Then I'm gonna sit right here until I die.