dear awake i think diary,
almost a five hour nap. hail to the yes. that is what i like best. round the third hour is when i start getting any rest. the dream i had just now- was more special than most- i got to give my mother a big ole hug- and she wasn't a ghost. she was alive as she could be- playing with my kids- they were babies. she was happy and well- not even sick that i could tell- that smile across her face is one nothing or no one could replace. people wonder why i don't want to wake up- well- there you go people wtf. i miss my mother and have most of my life- meeting my bio mom just twisted that knife- and made me miss the woman who raised me as her own- more that i ever did- more than i could have ever known. but the grump woke me up snoring like he usually does- so now i am awake again- i think.
almost a five hour nap. hail to the yes. that is what i like best. round the third hour is when i start getting any rest. the dream i had just now- was more special than most- i got to give my mother a big ole hug- and she wasn't a ghost. she was alive as she could be- playing with my kids- they were babies. she was happy and well- not even sick that i could tell- that smile across her face is one nothing or no one could replace. people wonder why i don't want to wake up- well- there you go people wtf. i miss my mother and have most of my life- meeting my bio mom just twisted that knife- and made me miss the woman who raised me as her own- more that i ever did- more than i could have ever known. but the grump woke me up snoring like he usually does- so now i am awake again- i think.