March 12, 2011

oPen and ready to witness

dear you don't have to come back diary,

i may not be dressed, but i am awake again and ready for my first customer. step right up. it'll take me a minute to quit yawning- for shits sake- but i will come around. i smelled the roast cooking and quickly realized- it wasn't morning- it was night. i am ready for a potato and some meat. i missed six text messages- four relating to work and my second absence, and the other two from each of my boys. i must have either clenched my teeth or slept on my ear lobe folded over in half- my right ear is throbbing. bad. i forgot friday came after saturday- and i forgot night was coming and i forgot people gather and socialize on saturday nights and i forgot it was supposed to be a safe saturday night- but then last sunday was supposed to be a safe day and it wasn't- so you never know who mighta took a vacation to grow older this week.