dear searching for something i ain't never gunna find diary,
all my life i've been searching for something- or someone to lead me to something that would mean everything to me. it came- so i thought and left so i'm relieved and now i wait again. i know someday i'll be carried away- if not then i'll run off on my own- at least that's what i tell myself when i call myself- and i am there to pick up and answer the phone. i am still on that hunt- let us be blunt- i am stubborn and wont give up now. i have been on this mission for so damn long- i wouldn't even begin to know how.
all my life i've been searching for something- or someone to lead me to something that would mean everything to me. it came- so i thought and left so i'm relieved and now i wait again. i know someday i'll be carried away- if not then i'll run off on my own- at least that's what i tell myself when i call myself- and i am there to pick up and answer the phone. i am still on that hunt- let us be blunt- i am stubborn and wont give up now. i have been on this mission for so damn long- i wouldn't even begin to know how.