March 8, 2011

water bongs and nice green lawns

dear out of the ordinary diary,

clinically proven to control people who decide to be difficult in personal relationships, alcohol works wonders. can anything but marijuana promise the same results? i would challenge anyone who says otherwise. i miss marijuana in so many ways. i could list four hundred and twenty without stopping and then four hundred and twenty more after a quick pause, and prolly fourteen hundred and twenty more after i puke from drinking- my supposed substitute for smoking. ick. i cant drink tho, and i admit- i have tried. and recently. i cant do it. it wont go down anymore. it makes me gag. when i get to smoke pot again- i will finally be able to feel normal again. my brain will work right. i will be in less pain. i will be able to smoke the images from my mind that are so clear now. i will serve my punishment, do my time in my smoke free environment. funky bitches.