April 20, 2011

flippin a lid

dear damn it is cold diary,

i woke up freeezin my ass off and wishing i had not packed away my feather blanket. i also woke up hungry and horny, but i'll eat and take a bath later. i drove a school bus in my dream last night- i had to because the real driver didn't know how- the bus was a stick shift- and i waited for the goat to get home from work with a few other people in his driveway- hoping he would be in a good mood. i don't mind dreaming about the goat- as long as i don't see him. and why is it so cold today? whooda thunk this would happen? i don't think i will be able to nap for a while this morning, which is odd in and of itself, so i thought i would try and stay awake for a while. hopefully i am wrong and i can go back to bed and sleep til at least noon because i have nothing to fill the next hour and a half. i could match socks, but i ain't. i could go get a rat for the snake, but i ain't. maria didn't come to clean yesterday, she wants to come this afternoon- ima go after the rat then and prolly do the socks then too. i just hate mornings anyway- even if they are holidays.