dear wishing i could go home diary,
since i wish i could go home, does that mean i want to leave here? because i am at home right now and i have nowhere else to go. and i don't want to get in the car- not yet anyway. i know what will happen if i leave- my body will be somewhere else. i can be happy anywhere. i've proven that to myself a hundred times. even when i spent the night in jail last year, i had so much fun with all the girls in my trod. we all laughed and made jokes- mostly about why i was in there- but about the guards and other things too. my boiled egg bounced knee high when it rolled off my tray onto the floor. the one lady rinsed it off and ATE that mother fucker. i had to shit real bad and one of the ladies offered to hold her blanket up for me so i could go. that was so nice of her to offer, but i didn't trust her and still couldn't go. yeah, i get along with all kinds of people- i don't mind doing some crazy shit either, but what i wish more than anything- when i get home- i wonder if you'll be there waiting for me.
since i wish i could go home, does that mean i want to leave here? because i am at home right now and i have nowhere else to go. and i don't want to get in the car- not yet anyway. i know what will happen if i leave- my body will be somewhere else. i can be happy anywhere. i've proven that to myself a hundred times. even when i spent the night in jail last year, i had so much fun with all the girls in my trod. we all laughed and made jokes- mostly about why i was in there- but about the guards and other things too. my boiled egg bounced knee high when it rolled off my tray onto the floor. the one lady rinsed it off and ATE that mother fucker. i had to shit real bad and one of the ladies offered to hold her blanket up for me so i could go. that was so nice of her to offer, but i didn't trust her and still couldn't go. yeah, i get along with all kinds of people- i don't mind doing some crazy shit either, but what i wish more than anything- when i get home- i wonder if you'll be there waiting for me.