dear I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS diary,
i know i just got up. you don't have to remind me. i know i said i would try and stay up til like 9 or 10, but in good faith- i tried- i just cant. i always smile, but in my eyes my sorrow shows- DOESN'T IT? if it isn't- then let me adjust something so it will. i think i just want to cuddle in the clean sheets with something warm and loving. i might be up later- if she leaves me. she prolly wont tho- seems like she wants it as badly as i do.
i know i just got up. you don't have to remind me. i know i said i would try and stay up til like 9 or 10, but in good faith- i tried- i just cant. i always smile, but in my eyes my sorrow shows- DOESN'T IT? if it isn't- then let me adjust something so it will. i think i just want to cuddle in the clean sheets with something warm and loving. i might be up later- if she leaves me. she prolly wont tho- seems like she wants it as badly as i do.