April 2, 2011

sleeping tighter all nighter

dear i hear that voice again diary,

it calls me like it does every night, like it does during the day, like it does in the morning. i hear that same voice over and over all the time- cept now- it screams, "TRIXIE- TRIXIE COME- COME YOU RETARDED WHORE!" oh i fucking will. i ain't ready yet. i have already been there once- it sucked. it's hot. and stuffy. and my pillow is fluffy. and becky ain't ready. so i got up. there were no apparitions at the refrigerator- none i could feel or see tonight. i am sitting here in the dark- daring them to make themselves known- but nothing but twitter postings coming through on my cell phone. the snake is still out and hunting again for food- which i think is especially greedy and rude- she just ate two rats the other day- seventeen bucks- she'll be waiting some more okay. good night dear readers i will post again soon- but don't look for me to be up before noon. love you all. xoxxooxox