dear what a day diary,
i woke up just now thinking it was sunday until i saw we had mail in the box. i ran out to get it- no checks. no checks? i checked again. no checks. fuck that mailbox anyway. i miss working for 914, or rather, i miss his checks. i do kinda miss the work, i do, but that last one was more that i bargained for. i don't know about re-writing shit that has already been written. i wouldn't want to base my whole life around it, it'd be like having a love affair with a married man. you always know how it will turn out- so what is the point. my nails have already grown out again. two weeks i had relief from the long cat claws. i figured as short as i had them filed down to- it would take them a month or better to grow back after i broke one putting on my tennis shoe like a lazy fat fucker. i didn't even getta go bowling. i untie and tie my shoes now though, another powerful lesson i learned myself.
i woke up just now thinking it was sunday until i saw we had mail in the box. i ran out to get it- no checks. no checks? i checked again. no checks. fuck that mailbox anyway. i miss working for 914, or rather, i miss his checks. i do kinda miss the work, i do, but that last one was more that i bargained for. i don't know about re-writing shit that has already been written. i wouldn't want to base my whole life around it, it'd be like having a love affair with a married man. you always know how it will turn out- so what is the point. my nails have already grown out again. two weeks i had relief from the long cat claws. i figured as short as i had them filed down to- it would take them a month or better to grow back after i broke one putting on my tennis shoe like a lazy fat fucker. i didn't even getta go bowling. i untie and tie my shoes now though, another powerful lesson i learned myself.