dear above the fireplace we never had diary,
seeing my children so small on your lap makes me want to kill a series of flies who've been pestering me on a hot sultry day. maybe one by one in candle wax. yes. put each fly into candle wax with a toothpick and then watch the wax get hard as i remove it from the heat. maybe the fly would even still be alive inside the wax there- for a few more agonizing moments. maybe to remember all the other people it pestered before it finally pestered me. i would make you stand on your head every time you even thought about fucking me and you would still never touch me again. i would let a thousand men pleasure me in your presence before i would ever let you taste my skin. but is that not what you want? you are such the visual man. "just tell me that you love me while my dick is in your hand," you said. having much higher standards is what i have come to know, and i don't involve my children in the whore business anymore. i was a fool (and you know i was) and now your wife knows and everyone else, but you look in the eyes of my fucking babies right here- then line up and tell me how FUCKING WRONG I WAS.
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seeing my children so small on your lap makes me want to kill a series of flies who've been pestering me on a hot sultry day. maybe one by one in candle wax. yes. put each fly into candle wax with a toothpick and then watch the wax get hard as i remove it from the heat. maybe the fly would even still be alive inside the wax there- for a few more agonizing moments. maybe to remember all the other people it pestered before it finally pestered me. i would make you stand on your head every time you even thought about fucking me and you would still never touch me again. i would let a thousand men pleasure me in your presence before i would ever let you taste my skin. but is that not what you want? you are such the visual man. "just tell me that you love me while my dick is in your hand," you said. having much higher standards is what i have come to know, and i don't involve my children in the whore business anymore. i was a fool (and you know i was) and now your wife knows and everyone else, but you look in the eyes of my fucking babies right here- then line up and tell me how FUCKING WRONG I WAS.
