June 22, 2011

layin on the ritz

dear the news is out diary,

all over town. that you've been seen- out fuckin' around. it don't surprise me none, i had my turn. what does surprise me though, is she wants more. and she has the gall- to call me the whore. good thing i like wearing the title- i never got to be one before. finally i get to be something for the first time in my life, and i'd much rather be a whore that a big fat hero's wife. almost twenty thousand stawkers and a few new friends and my journey has just started really- and i don't look for it to end soon. everyday is an adventure in my mind and recalling my past, helping me figure out the reasons why the lost ones didn't make it to my future- realizing why they never mattered. what it takes to get to the place in your heart that makes you laugh- that is what i am always searching for, the best material. i really don't care if you eat crackers in my bed because the crumbs don't bother me at all. i'm just sayin.