dear whatever diary,
my people wanted to go to nordstorms today. well, here i sit. like a fuck. you see who is up. you see who ain't. knowing i cant go tomorrow and i wont go tomorrow, or this weekend, so i dunno. here i sit. i could go back to bed, but then i'd just get pissed off prolly, so why bother. i am getting tired of waiting. i've done everything i can think of and the tv ain't got shit on it til this afternoon. you know, me and that tv are really at odds. i cant figure out how in the world i let it cost me that much money a month. how did this happen? i am outraged at the cost of my cable bill. i pay almost two hundred and fifty fucking dollars a month and my tv is hardly ever on. i need slapped. hard. in the head. people are starving and i am paying for cable. i need to re-evaluate this situation next month. i need to wait and see how trueblood is gunna be before i shut hbo off. i cant shut showtime off cuz of weeds and the big c, but maybe one dvr box could go- but i dunno which one. fuckit then. i'll do something different- make changes other ways. like... we wont go to nordstroms today.
my people wanted to go to nordstorms today. well, here i sit. like a fuck. you see who is up. you see who ain't. knowing i cant go tomorrow and i wont go tomorrow, or this weekend, so i dunno. here i sit. i could go back to bed, but then i'd just get pissed off prolly, so why bother. i am getting tired of waiting. i've done everything i can think of and the tv ain't got shit on it til this afternoon. you know, me and that tv are really at odds. i cant figure out how in the world i let it cost me that much money a month. how did this happen? i am outraged at the cost of my cable bill. i pay almost two hundred and fifty fucking dollars a month and my tv is hardly ever on. i need slapped. hard. in the head. people are starving and i am paying for cable. i need to re-evaluate this situation next month. i need to wait and see how trueblood is gunna be before i shut hbo off. i cant shut showtime off cuz of weeds and the big c, but maybe one dvr box could go- but i dunno which one. fuckit then. i'll do something different- make changes other ways. like... we wont go to nordstroms today.