dear there must be some mistake diary,
i keep going over the life changing news in my head and then i went and got the mail and there was a $284 powerbill in the maibox. what the fuck is that about? some kind of 'love note' i suppose from illinois power- or whatever it is they call themselves this year. what if i go nuts and just quit. what if i- kidnap the grump and just go down to the farm and board us in the loft of the barn at night and bed down in the cool dirt floors of the stalls during the day and i'll grill t-bones for our meals and chase spiders around the windows. you don't know what i'd give to slow down our life and be there right now.