dear early in the day diary,
being awake so early in the afternoon will sometimes worry me. it splits the day into a million pieces and makes it hard for me to remember if today was today or yesterday- especially since i've been up once already. have i had the TV on yet? did i eat? did i get the mail? did i... did i... then tomorrow it will all start over again. i tried to get the mail yesterday. that is what finally convinced me it was sunday. almost everything i love is around me today. i guess i cant complain about that. no complaints. none today. that is all behind me now. comfort and quality of life is all i have left to worry about.