dear when in doubt diary,
i don't second guess myself anymore. i quit doing that because every time i did i missed out on shit or put myself somewhere i wouldn't have been if ida just went with my first instinct. hello? are you hearing me? do you do this too? when shit is so obvious... why do we tend to try and deny it? this is an age old dilemma i have been trying to unravel for so long and i have decided that for me- it is a choice. it is a fork in the road. i think i have to know how it will go if i went BOTH ways. i might be a 'bisexual' traveler. i no longer wish to be like this. i want to make a choice and stick with it. don't get me wrong though, i don't have any problem making up my mind about anything- AT ALL. it's just knowing which path to take to get there that stumps me. taking the short way will be faster and prolly cheaper, but taking the long way will be much more satisfying and liberating and in the end... does it even really matter how you get there once you have arrived?