August 27, 2011

container yourself

dear today could be the best day of my life finally diary,

yep. i've done a lot of work for this day to finally fucking arrive. fuck me in the ass twat. oh and i remember the first time my other first other dream came true, how happy i was that day. then when my second dream came true, that was so fucking bad ass- i could hardly stand it. then you guys wont believe this and it is so hard to believe myself, but i got to do something hardly ANYONE ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH gets to do, i got to change clothes, literally slip on a new name tag, LITERALLY, and RELIVE MY SECOND LIFETIME DREAM ALL OVER AGAIN! i mean come on people! who gets that? so to have a day like today- roll around ON TODAY's DATE- well i dunno.... it baffles me. i won five thousand two hundred and twenty eight dollars- eight years ago today. i bought my mom a headstone for her grave- she'd been gone 20 years that year. it was another dream of mine crossed off the list. today on this, the 27th of august, i find myself satisfied finally. for i know my simple retarded words have echoed throughout this land. i have been set free of my duty today. my job has actually been completed, my mission accomplished. but i don't have to stop doing what i have grown to love, for i am now driven with this inner passion that i feel could carry me until i am at least the age of 97. i can now just blog with the sole purpose of entertaining myself and not trying to warn the world of the evil and nasty ways of the little willfire weewee. everybody already knows because the information is already out there.