August 30, 2011

grit and spit and shit

dear this is life diary,

if you see everything in a negative light, then your colors aren't right. things may be opposite of how they really are and the things that you see dark may in fact actually be bright. i'm not going to go around and change more things for you, but i think it is time someone else let you in on some newer clues. today - i think today- you had another bad day. i cant always make your troubles go away. it would be best for you to burn up your problems like a big bonfire anyway. let's take a journey if you will, beyond the fucking mistakes i made with bill. beyond further what first tore apart our marriage. let us go back to that very first time when you looked at me and crossed the line. we've gone back now a very long time. yet here we are bickering about the same old shit today, as if we just fucking met a week ago yesterday. i give you my blessing to go forth and be happy and if you need to be pissed, sad, mad, angry, or negative to make your impact in life.... by all means possible.