dear telling me just to tell me diary,
i have fucking had it. if you want my fucking money- just take it, but don't make me suffer and then take it. i've already been through that- for like five years. the people in the town i live in are FUCKING IDIOTS. the worst part about this fact- i let them EDUCATE my children. yes, while i was raised here, my blood comes from the east coast and the west coast and somehow blended and rooted in the midwest and here i am, born a hoosier- raised in the land of lincoln- i dunno- stuck here in the RETARD CAPITAL OF THE FUCKING WORLD, i should wear the crown. i took my dog to the university of illinois and they don't think he has cancer. all preliminary blood testing indicates he doesn't have lymphoma. he has a urinary tract infection -which can cause a fever. river has gained over ten pounds since july 20th when he got his initial DEATH SENTENCE- and it looks like the old grumpy fucker will prolly be around a few more weeks than THE TWO DUMB DOCTORS OVER HERE THOUGHT BY JUST LOOKING. fuck the bitch at fariview hospital for animals- SHELLY L. STEVENS, DVM, she needs bit in the face by a poodle. YOU DIDN'T EVEN RUN A BLOOD TEST ON MY FUCKING DOG YOU SKANK WHORE BITCH. fuck GREGORY SKELTON, DVM, at best friends vet care needs his ear scratched off by a rabies infested raccoon, for not treating my dog like a new patient and giving him a chance to live. YOU HAD A FRESH URINE SAMPLE AND DIDN'T EVEN TEST THAT. AND FUCK the PEOPLE IN THIS TOWN WHO DON'T TAKE THE TIME TO EXPLORE THE TRUTH AND GET TO THE REALITY OF WHAT IS GOOD AND REAL IN LIFE.