dear oh for fucks sake diary,
ima just say it. now that i know cuntface and the hero read my blog like the daily news, (i woulda said BIBLE but something wouldn't let me) i have to keep my ass cheeks squeezed together at all times and a sock stuffed in my mouth to muffle my screaming outbursts. i knew they did already, before yesterday, because i am dumb, but i ain't stupid, but just knowing makes it so much sweeter. not having contact with those two individuals is the best thing ANYONE could have ever done for me- it has helped me so much. i have grown as a person. i am sorry it was at the expense of others, but that's the way they wanted it. all i ever wanted was to sit down and be adults. there was never a need to stick a tongue out or rub noses in the shit. attention had to be drawn and i drew it. sure, i have no intention of stopping now- because WHY SHOULD I? i have a show booked! i took the lemons served to me and made lemon-aide. you cant fault me for that. after all cuntface- that is the initial reason lil daddy hero came to visit my fruit stand- (for five years).