dear things diary,
i am to report everything here and sadly, very sadly, there is nothing. so i will make something up to fill the void. that way there will be no disappointed stawkers at the end of the day. i have been thinking again. sometimes it hurts me when i go through this process- but not this time. i am not a rapid thinker when it comes to thinking about things that require answers and in the instance in which i am recording here, of course, no answer will be necessary, therefore, the speed in which i allow myself to think may be sped up a bit- which is causing me mild but genuine pain- but not hurting me yet. i did cry yesterday for a few minutes- but not because i was thinking.
i am to report everything here and sadly, very sadly, there is nothing. so i will make something up to fill the void. that way there will be no disappointed stawkers at the end of the day. i have been thinking again. sometimes it hurts me when i go through this process- but not this time. i am not a rapid thinker when it comes to thinking about things that require answers and in the instance in which i am recording here, of course, no answer will be necessary, therefore, the speed in which i allow myself to think may be sped up a bit- which is causing me mild but genuine pain- but not hurting me yet. i did cry yesterday for a few minutes- but not because i was thinking.