dear fortunate diary,
unfortunately for some, there are places we seem to go less often that other places. what i've come to realize, is i've done alot of unconventional thinking lately that has caused me to become more and more uncertain about things i've been so sure about my entire fucking life. like, for instance- where i want to grow old. i had that all figured out and then, including now, i am not so sure anymore. i'm only glad i don't have to wear a uniform with my name embroidered on it, telling the world who i am. for i am not that proud, my pride gets in the way of the smaller things- like begging.
unfortunately for some, there are places we seem to go less often that other places. what i've come to realize, is i've done alot of unconventional thinking lately that has caused me to become more and more uncertain about things i've been so sure about my entire fucking life. like, for instance- where i want to grow old. i had that all figured out and then, including now, i am not so sure anymore. i'm only glad i don't have to wear a uniform with my name embroidered on it, telling the world who i am. for i am not that proud, my pride gets in the way of the smaller things- like begging.