dear knowing today was different diary,
the air around my hair feels thicker today, yet i can breathe just the same. it must just me in my head, the thick air feeling. when i woke up, i decided to set out in a different direction today, but then i fell back asleep laying there and i forgot what i wanted to do when it came time to get up again, so now i am here trying to explain that to myself. today will be an easy day after all. i will believe anything. now that i have that all figured out, something tells me i need to take a shower. often times i dread the shower until i actually remove all of my exterior clothing and step into the warm water and then i know i have done the right thing. it isn't so much that i mind being dirty, but sometimes it is nice to smell less funky.
the air around my hair feels thicker today, yet i can breathe just the same. it must just me in my head, the thick air feeling. when i woke up, i decided to set out in a different direction today, but then i fell back asleep laying there and i forgot what i wanted to do when it came time to get up again, so now i am here trying to explain that to myself. today will be an easy day after all. i will believe anything. now that i have that all figured out, something tells me i need to take a shower. often times i dread the shower until i actually remove all of my exterior clothing and step into the warm water and then i know i have done the right thing. it isn't so much that i mind being dirty, but sometimes it is nice to smell less funky.