December 26, 2011

seven years ago this day

dear sleeping all day to feel rested diary,

when i wake up, i usually have enough energy to at least get out of bed and fiddle around for a little while. but today was all together different. you see, today i woke up and could not move. not only was i pinned down to my bed, but my body just wasn't responding the was i was asking it to.  like, i would say, "legs you may move now," and my legs would just lay there limp. i finally just gave in, not knowing what would happen if i forced the issue. i watched the news, only to learn there are some who are fascinated by the fact that the day after Christmas has fallen on a monday. one reporter even pointed out the last time this happened was in 2006, but i got to thinking it happened in 2005 as well, i was pretty sure, so i when i fucking mustered up enough energy together i went and looked in my little calendar and what do you know, it was. it was freaky i could remember what i did that day, WITHOUT LOOKING, i might add, but then my mind never sleeps- even when my body wont move.