February 26, 2011

no remote for one channel

dear this is why i am not diary,

i don't want to give up being mad at the cuntface bitch ever. i paid to hate her- and she serves a purpose in my life. i don't know how to explain it. ok, since you insist, ima try, but only because i care about how you feel. i want you guys to understand- it really is all about the greenbacks. when you pay for a service- like cable for instance- you watch tv- or you would shut your cable off. some of us shut our cable off because we didn't want to pay our bill- then got direct tv- installed a dish on the north side of our house (on a new roof) and pointed it south- but most of us pay our monthly bills to keep the service. well, i don't have many reasons in my life to build and maintain animosity towards others and hold resentment and keep that subscription to any hater club ongoing- because i don't go to any bars or places where this is an option. i don't open myself up to that. i don't even belong to the YMCA anymore- but when i did- everyone loved me there. i don't usually have issues with people- not like i've found with cuntface. since she came along- she's helped me focus and direct all my senseless anger and frustrations- which would otherwise have just gone nowhere- into one place. every feeling of hate and utter disgust- goes to the cuntface file. i poke her voo-doo doll, what is left of it, and it brings me such joy and complete satisfaction and relief. when i read her tarot cards- and see the grief and devastation that awaits- i cheer. i know i should not rejoice in the onset of the upcoming plight- but i paid to hate this evil woman- forever my delight. premiere cable package- one local channel included.