dear paying to hate diary,
if i could go back in thyme, and it turns out I can, id tell you that you have made one of the gynormous mistakes of your life because i am the smartest retard your husband ever came across, LITERALLY, and its really f'ed up and SAD on your parts because I wanted NOTHING to do with him, AND TOLD HIM THAT, and now I'm bound by a court of law to HATE him, which is really hard to do, and I am doing the best I can, and in the only way I know how because HATE for me is a LEARNED behavior USUALLY, with the exception of you my dear, it came easy, just looking at you I can tell why he feels the way he does about you and its sad because your husband was SO FUNNY lol and KIND and SWEET, he just has a sex addiction and he's sick. He's a PREVERT, I used to call him, but he was a GOOD MAN, he's just SICK, and he's been cheating on you since the day you got married. He was 100% honest with me UNTIL I closed that door, and he shut down, I shared in his addiction for two years lady, I WAS NASTY, AND NOW I'M PAYING THE PRICE, and you want me to continue to pay? I will NOT BE ANOTHER VICTIM TO YOU. NO FUCKING WAY. Do I hate you? YOU FUCKING BETCHA. BOTH OF YOU. I WAS DONE. BEEN DONE. BEEN HONEST WITH MY FAMILY, ALL OF THEM. I HAVE TO LIVE WITH WHAT IVE DONE. WHY CANT YOU?
if i could go back in thyme, and it turns out I can, id tell you that you have made one of the gynormous mistakes of your life because i am the smartest retard your husband ever came across, LITERALLY, and its really f'ed up and SAD on your parts because I wanted NOTHING to do with him, AND TOLD HIM THAT, and now I'm bound by a court of law to HATE him, which is really hard to do, and I am doing the best I can, and in the only way I know how because HATE for me is a LEARNED behavior USUALLY, with the exception of you my dear, it came easy, just looking at you I can tell why he feels the way he does about you and its sad because your husband was SO FUNNY lol and KIND and SWEET, he just has a sex addiction and he's sick. He's a PREVERT, I used to call him, but he was a GOOD MAN, he's just SICK, and he's been cheating on you since the day you got married. He was 100% honest with me UNTIL I closed that door, and he shut down, I shared in his addiction for two years lady, I WAS NASTY, AND NOW I'M PAYING THE PRICE, and you want me to continue to pay? I will NOT BE ANOTHER VICTIM TO YOU. NO FUCKING WAY. Do I hate you? YOU FUCKING BETCHA. BOTH OF YOU. I WAS DONE. BEEN DONE. BEEN HONEST WITH MY FAMILY, ALL OF THEM. I HAVE TO LIVE WITH WHAT IVE DONE. WHY CANT YOU?
