dear oh boyee diary,
i love my phone. but i am to the point that until this whole order of protection bullshit is over- i am pretty much scared of it. unless you are on my contact list- YOU ARE A BUST- and i treat you as such. it's happened so much over the last year too- and for awhile- i couldn't explain it. my lawyer has about fifty numbers. the messages i'd get were really kooky too. like- "meet me here," and, "do you remember this- and, "did you get this?" some of them really creeped me out. if you know me AT ALL, you know i used to send about 5000 text messages per month. since all of this shit started- i send less than 500. i still get quite a few- but i don't like to text anymore- plus i am so busy. i used to talk allot on the phone too. i am talking more now. it has been hard opening back up. one on one communication makes you more vulnerable to predators- they can find more where your weaknesses lay. i limit my one on one contact and try to put on this hefty storefront. there is no clearance sale here. no bargains. no special fucking orders either. but you can always return me. no questions asked. or you can get court papers. but i don't understand their purpose in the giant scheme of things yet. maybe that's the warranty.
i love my phone. but i am to the point that until this whole order of protection bullshit is over- i am pretty much scared of it. unless you are on my contact list- YOU ARE A BUST- and i treat you as such. it's happened so much over the last year too- and for awhile- i couldn't explain it. my lawyer has about fifty numbers. the messages i'd get were really kooky too. like- "meet me here," and, "do you remember this- and, "did you get this?" some of them really creeped me out. if you know me AT ALL, you know i used to send about 5000 text messages per month. since all of this shit started- i send less than 500. i still get quite a few- but i don't like to text anymore- plus i am so busy. i used to talk allot on the phone too. i am talking more now. it has been hard opening back up. one on one communication makes you more vulnerable to predators- they can find more where your weaknesses lay. i limit my one on one contact and try to put on this hefty storefront. there is no clearance sale here. no bargains. no special fucking orders either. but you can always return me. no questions asked. or you can get court papers. but i don't understand their purpose in the giant scheme of things yet. maybe that's the warranty.
