dear talking on the phone diary,
hearing your voice made me weep- it hurt me so. but after that initial pain was gone and i was able to muster the courage to tell you the only message i wanted to make sure that you got- your reaction was far from what it was in the past and i realized by telling you-that i'd only made myself even more of a victim than i already was. did you really need reminded that i loved you again before you hung the phone up for that last time? were you really going to send me to jail? you said i called you, but my phone said different. feeling helpless is how you are good at making me feel now, helpless and pretty pissed off. if ida known this was what was coming to the table- i would have avoided what you had. on the flip side of it all- i woke up- this time.
hearing your voice made me weep- it hurt me so. but after that initial pain was gone and i was able to muster the courage to tell you the only message i wanted to make sure that you got- your reaction was far from what it was in the past and i realized by telling you-that i'd only made myself even more of a victim than i already was. did you really need reminded that i loved you again before you hung the phone up for that last time? were you really going to send me to jail? you said i called you, but my phone said different. feeling helpless is how you are good at making me feel now, helpless and pretty pissed off. if ida known this was what was coming to the table- i would have avoided what you had. on the flip side of it all- i woke up- this time.
