dear when i go there again diary,
i am not sure how long i will be allowed to stay. generally it is a moment by moment deal. i've said it a million times before, i can no longer make plans, i make appointments now- yo- ima whore. i told you when you went there- there would be no going back and yet you want to run your mouth and give me all this crap? determination and retribution, skill and much remorse- what is done is finally done now and we must let it run its' course. ima stand back and watch it from the sidelines- it is much safer back here. i'm not saying that as a threat, but i wouldn't want to be you. please don't take this the wrong way- but you need some different shoes. being something that you are not- ain't doing you the justice you deserve. oh but let us not get in to settling the scores right now or you will feel intimidation again. in fact, consider our score settled, for now, and try to go about your life. you're gunna have to be honest and true to yourself before you ever can be with your wife. stupid.
i am not sure how long i will be allowed to stay. generally it is a moment by moment deal. i've said it a million times before, i can no longer make plans, i make appointments now- yo- ima whore. i told you when you went there- there would be no going back and yet you want to run your mouth and give me all this crap? determination and retribution, skill and much remorse- what is done is finally done now and we must let it run its' course. ima stand back and watch it from the sidelines- it is much safer back here. i'm not saying that as a threat, but i wouldn't want to be you. please don't take this the wrong way- but you need some different shoes. being something that you are not- ain't doing you the justice you deserve. oh but let us not get in to settling the scores right now or you will feel intimidation again. in fact, consider our score settled, for now, and try to go about your life. you're gunna have to be honest and true to yourself before you ever can be with your wife. stupid.
