May 2, 2011

hand sanitizer

dear duties which transform me diary,

i wish i know what made him do that. you gotta admit, it prolly wasn't the smartest move in the game of chess we are playing here. for a few seconds i admit- i was flooded with feelings i thought were long gone. then i decided it was closure i was supposed to gain from it. then i deemed it blatant harassment. and now i am back to the original question again. what the fuck was that gesture? a taunt? a nanny nanny boo boo? you think he just wanted to stick my head in doodoo? the man i saw and shook hands with friday- wasn't the friend i knew back in the day. that person is dead and gone away and looking in those cold eyes it is truly a shame. i cant miss you forever.