May 18, 2011

if you wish

dear lighting up while you still can diary,

a tiny bubble followed me from the kitchen as i sat down finally to share my thoughts with you brave mind soldiers who read my drivel everyday, prolly hoping for some juicy porn you are when you come here, but instead find some useless babble, and for that i don't apologize at all- for porn for the most part is best when it exists only in the confines of the mind- where it is unlimited in where it can go and how much it can satisfy. i am always disappointed by pornography in real time- it lacks that personal connection and complete feeling of, 'i could do that,' for me it does anyway. the unibomber can fuck like a porn star- but i never could. i like being fucked like a porn star- i'm pretty used to that. in return i can give the head like a porn star.