dear i didnt make cutoffs diary,
i think i might try harder next time. so here we are, both of us lonely. well, you might be lonely, but i have becky and i saw tammy tonight. omfg. tammy. now there is a woman right there. i've not seen tammy in almost a year and when i ran into her tonight i was looking down my shirt. i knew there was a hair in my shirt and it was just driving me absolutely insane and so i pulled out my blouse and began searching for it as my friend aimee and i were walking down the isle at walmart. then i heard my Jesus name from like two isles away and i let go of my shirt hoping someone was yelling at someone else with the same Jesus name and that is when i saw her. tammy. looking at me- arms outstretched and a big smile- tammy- all grown up and old like me- tammy. she said she has her PHD now- omfg- and tyler is 18 now- omfg- and her husband is a dickhead- omfg- and she wants to have a drink on that- some things never do change- and she's still fucking the sheriff dude (not in our county) like i said- some things never do change- and i'm supposed to go by there this weekend and ride horses with her. i think ima do that. i like horses because when i spread my legs all the way around them and grip on tight, it feels like i could just squeeze the fucker in half if he don't do what i tell him to.
i think i might try harder next time. so here we are, both of us lonely. well, you might be lonely, but i have becky and i saw tammy tonight. omfg. tammy. now there is a woman right there. i've not seen tammy in almost a year and when i ran into her tonight i was looking down my shirt. i knew there was a hair in my shirt and it was just driving me absolutely insane and so i pulled out my blouse and began searching for it as my friend aimee and i were walking down the isle at walmart. then i heard my Jesus name from like two isles away and i let go of my shirt hoping someone was yelling at someone else with the same Jesus name and that is when i saw her. tammy. looking at me- arms outstretched and a big smile- tammy- all grown up and old like me- tammy. she said she has her PHD now- omfg- and tyler is 18 now- omfg- and her husband is a dickhead- omfg- and she wants to have a drink on that- some things never do change- and she's still fucking the sheriff dude (not in our county) like i said- some things never do change- and i'm supposed to go by there this weekend and ride horses with her. i think ima do that. i like horses because when i spread my legs all the way around them and grip on tight, it feels like i could just squeeze the fucker in half if he don't do what i tell him to.
