January 9, 2012

swallowing the pill (it finally went down)

dear get it tight diary,

usually when i make up my mind, i try not to change it. that doesn't mean i wont change it, that just means as a general rule i try really fucking hard not to. but i will and i have and most of the time i wished i hadn't after i did and that is why i try to follow that one particular rule i set for myself. we've all changed our minds about something. but not changing our minds can be just as big of a mistake. something clear today may be cloudy tomorrow. something remembered yesterday could be long forgotten in a week. but something etched into the soul like an inkless tattoo is a scar. usually when i make up my mind, i wont change it. that doesn't mean i wont try and change it because i always fucking do. i need to thank you now for all of the help you gave me.