dear healthy habit diary,
whenever i sit on top of the world, it hurts my neck to look down. somehow i burnt my chin on a cigarette. boy do i feel dumb now. let's see, what else could possibly happen before saturday? maybe a wart will suddenly appear on the tip of my nose. or maybe a big black hair will grow out of my chin and i wont see it. what would be even worse, i'll break six out of ten of my perfect nails- or suddenly go blind- or one of my eyes will stay shut- what is that called? bells palsy? my grandpa had that once- it lasted for six months. i'll wake up with some sort of physical deformity between now and then- i just know it. it just blows my mind it has finally come down to this... again. i am doing this because, BECAUSE I HAVE TO. because all the pieces fell together- because all my life- has been in preparation for one thing- this. because it has taken all that- to get here and because- i am there. i put one foot in front of the other- several times over- and the path keeps leading me to the same place.
whenever i sit on top of the world, it hurts my neck to look down. somehow i burnt my chin on a cigarette. boy do i feel dumb now. let's see, what else could possibly happen before saturday? maybe a wart will suddenly appear on the tip of my nose. or maybe a big black hair will grow out of my chin and i wont see it. what would be even worse, i'll break six out of ten of my perfect nails- or suddenly go blind- or one of my eyes will stay shut- what is that called? bells palsy? my grandpa had that once- it lasted for six months. i'll wake up with some sort of physical deformity between now and then- i just know it. it just blows my mind it has finally come down to this... again. i am doing this because, BECAUSE I HAVE TO. because all the pieces fell together- because all my life- has been in preparation for one thing- this. because it has taken all that- to get here and because- i am there. i put one foot in front of the other- several times over- and the path keeps leading me to the same place.