dear proceed with caution diary,
in the public eye is where things often become illuminated in such a way that changes our level of perception. the importance of stupid things become extremely important and then all of a sudden the relevant things get lost in the shit. but then i never liked what everyone else always liked- i liked the stuff that got left behind- sometimes there was more-sometimes less- but always one of a kind. having what everyone else has just makes you like everyone else. so i guess that is why i got so pissed off. about that. fuck being second- or third- or forth. i can see why anyone would pick a fifty over a forty though. really. there is more skin to pull.
in the public eye is where things often become illuminated in such a way that changes our level of perception. the importance of stupid things become extremely important and then all of a sudden the relevant things get lost in the shit. but then i never liked what everyone else always liked- i liked the stuff that got left behind- sometimes there was more-sometimes less- but always one of a kind. having what everyone else has just makes you like everyone else. so i guess that is why i got so pissed off. about that. fuck being second- or third- or forth. i can see why anyone would pick a fifty over a forty though. really. there is more skin to pull.