February 23, 2011

don't wake me up unless you love me

dear long day ahead diary,

it's either gunna be a long day or a short day. if i sleep all day- it will be a short day. i hope it's a short day, that is unless, it is a magical long day. i haven't had one of those in a long time. my furnace keeps kickin on and makin me hot as a clam. ick. i ain't a seafood lover. i got becky and the grump completely up my ass- steady here all night poking me. i waited for one of them to go claim my territory in the bed- neither ever did. speak of the devil- there went becky now- she'll be back tho- i believe she got down to itch. and she's back. i know my girl. maybe it's time to get a life. you think? nah, i partial to this one. sitting here i am less likely to hurt myself- or others, and more likely to be constructive- right? yup. besides, doing this actually helps me with my project- which i am almost done with YAY and when that is done- i am going to take a well deserved break and try and think up some new upcoming projects that jenne and i can work on together. bouncing ideas off of her is like throwing lunchmeat into a cooler full of stagnate water- but she is supposed to be talented. as i am sure her blogs say the same about me. actually i don't care if she even has a blog- or maybe subconsciously i do care and i just am unwilling to cope with it. fuck her anyway- she is younger than me- prettier than me- and more people prolly have fucked her than me. that's why she has the job she has- i concluded that the day i met her. whore. i just dont know who is fucking her yet because i haven't been there long enough to tell and i dont think i have met him/her yet. so. ima try to go to bed before it gets any fucking later than it already fucking is. fuck.