dear hot to the touch diary,
i am burnt up. like a fire. torched with desire. i stood on the corner in the rain. the car passed me by- i coulda stayed in bed warm and dry but instead i stand here and wait. i haven't done this for a few many years and the feeling keeps me young, the only reason i don't use the door is because i like the occasional feeling of being a whore. if i were to get caught- nothing would happen- my neighbor may call later and say, "i didnt know you were still doing that," and i will respond with an answer like this, "oh just every few years- you know how it is, and mind your OWN bizz..." and go on about my day. finally the moment came where i could wait no longer- i was about to give up and come inside- here came the volkswagen jetta rollin up- the dark window rolled down and the sexy ass man told me to get in for a ride. there was money on the console and his pants were to his knees, i told him where to park at- so he could finish changing his pants. it was clear i was going to be able to watch the rest of this process and help if he needed it, but he did fine on his own which was a relief for me. i mean i would have offered a helping hand- had he needed that, but believe me when i tell you- he had it all under cuntroll.
i am burnt up. like a fire. torched with desire. i stood on the corner in the rain. the car passed me by- i coulda stayed in bed warm and dry but instead i stand here and wait. i haven't done this for a few many years and the feeling keeps me young, the only reason i don't use the door is because i like the occasional feeling of being a whore. if i were to get caught- nothing would happen- my neighbor may call later and say, "i didnt know you were still doing that," and i will respond with an answer like this, "oh just every few years- you know how it is, and mind your OWN bizz..." and go on about my day. finally the moment came where i could wait no longer- i was about to give up and come inside- here came the volkswagen jetta rollin up- the dark window rolled down and the sexy ass man told me to get in for a ride. there was money on the console and his pants were to his knees, i told him where to park at- so he could finish changing his pants. it was clear i was going to be able to watch the rest of this process and help if he needed it, but he did fine on his own which was a relief for me. i mean i would have offered a helping hand- had he needed that, but believe me when i tell you- he had it all under cuntroll.
