dear tunnel vision diary,
have you ever looked out a window- only to see right back in? that is a funny little trick. have you ever looked in a mirror and not recognized yourself? that's a sad little place to be. that is your minds' eye telling you- YOU AIN'T RIGHT. the thing is- once it has gotten to the point where you don't know who you are when you look into the mirror- you pretty much know- you've done it this time. there is no going back. you are gunna have to get used to your new look. did your nose grow? then you must have lied. no color in your face? maybe you died. have people quit calling you- stopped coming by to see how you are? maybe this is purgatory then and there is no more. or maybe this is just how you age- what you look like on the next page- your hair turning that shade of gray- and your neck going away. what happened to your chin- and the shape that it's in. and do you think it was the weather that made your skin turn into leather? i saw you coming home from your job last night- that is not what surprised me in the least. it actually was the sight of your face- you looked just like a beast.
have you ever looked out a window- only to see right back in? that is a funny little trick. have you ever looked in a mirror and not recognized yourself? that's a sad little place to be. that is your minds' eye telling you- YOU AIN'T RIGHT. the thing is- once it has gotten to the point where you don't know who you are when you look into the mirror- you pretty much know- you've done it this time. there is no going back. you are gunna have to get used to your new look. did your nose grow? then you must have lied. no color in your face? maybe you died. have people quit calling you- stopped coming by to see how you are? maybe this is purgatory then and there is no more. or maybe this is just how you age- what you look like on the next page- your hair turning that shade of gray- and your neck going away. what happened to your chin- and the shape that it's in. and do you think it was the weather that made your skin turn into leather? i saw you coming home from your job last night- that is not what surprised me in the least. it actually was the sight of your face- you looked just like a beast.
