dear thinking about a bath right now diary,
deciding whether or not to take a bath- i could just flip a coin. there is one right here too, but why not be an adult about things and just do it. i want to. i should. i even have nice warm jammies dryin right now. omfg the 3am train is early as fuck today- it's only 2:25. someone fucked up. people keep asking why i keep a bra by my front door in a ziplock baggie. it has been there since last march. i'll be glad to tell you and anyone else who wants to know- it's for when the cops come and take me to jail. i ain't goin without a bra this time. fuck all that. if you look real close there are panties and my medication administration video layin there too- and a note from my neurologist sayin i need two mattresses and i have to wear a t-shirt and be as far away from the tv as possible- it scares me. you cant have underwires in your bras- so that's good to know. maria keeps asking if she can put it back in my room in my underwear/sock picnic basket- but i always tell her the same thing, "no." i want it right there where i know where it is. at all fucking times. when i go to jail next time tho- i'll be in my boots. that fucking train is loud- ima tail you what. it's a ways away from here too. i hear it every night. any closer to that sucker it would be like living by the hairport.
deciding whether or not to take a bath- i could just flip a coin. there is one right here too, but why not be an adult about things and just do it. i want to. i should. i even have nice warm jammies dryin right now. omfg the 3am train is early as fuck today- it's only 2:25. someone fucked up. people keep asking why i keep a bra by my front door in a ziplock baggie. it has been there since last march. i'll be glad to tell you and anyone else who wants to know- it's for when the cops come and take me to jail. i ain't goin without a bra this time. fuck all that. if you look real close there are panties and my medication administration video layin there too- and a note from my neurologist sayin i need two mattresses and i have to wear a t-shirt and be as far away from the tv as possible- it scares me. you cant have underwires in your bras- so that's good to know. maria keeps asking if she can put it back in my room in my underwear/sock picnic basket- but i always tell her the same thing, "no." i want it right there where i know where it is. at all fucking times. when i go to jail next time tho- i'll be in my boots. that fucking train is loud- ima tail you what. it's a ways away from here too. i hear it every night. any closer to that sucker it would be like living by the hairport.
