dear slam it shut diary,
i cant believe how many people in france are reading my drivel now SHOUT OUT FRANCE i think i know where france is at. france even. wow. trips me out. you can see my underpants. why tho? really? ain't you guys scared? i just want to let you guys know over there that i am not an accurate description of what would be considered 'normal' over here. not right now anyway. i mean if you were to see me walking along a roadside- i would blend in somewhat- but- really- my viewpoints and ways of seeing things currently are not so much like others around my same peer age. i am one pissed off bitch- but it is so focused. i am only angry at one person- it's totally insane. i have come to terms with all other feelings of regret- and disappointment and and find myself hanging on to that one last vein of hatred- i don't think i will ever let go of. it is just to fun. i need that to keep me young and inspired- and driven. sometimes it slips to the back of my mind- this intense passion of despise- but it never leaves me- it burns within my soul- causing me to create- and pursue my goals every moment of every day- never stopping for even a second. a constant push from the ugliest face i have ever laid eyes upon- pushing- pushing-pushing- me to the rainbow- making me reach for the gold. i have help now. i saw the light at the end of the tunnel. and i thank Jesus in the sky for 914 and my supporters. but france. you make me do a monkey dance.
i cant believe how many people in france are reading my drivel now SHOUT OUT FRANCE i think i know where france is at. france even. wow. trips me out. you can see my underpants. why tho? really? ain't you guys scared? i just want to let you guys know over there that i am not an accurate description of what would be considered 'normal' over here. not right now anyway. i mean if you were to see me walking along a roadside- i would blend in somewhat- but- really- my viewpoints and ways of seeing things currently are not so much like others around my same peer age. i am one pissed off bitch- but it is so focused. i am only angry at one person- it's totally insane. i have come to terms with all other feelings of regret- and disappointment and and find myself hanging on to that one last vein of hatred- i don't think i will ever let go of. it is just to fun. i need that to keep me young and inspired- and driven. sometimes it slips to the back of my mind- this intense passion of despise- but it never leaves me- it burns within my soul- causing me to create- and pursue my goals every moment of every day- never stopping for even a second. a constant push from the ugliest face i have ever laid eyes upon- pushing- pushing-pushing- me to the rainbow- making me reach for the gold. i have help now. i saw the light at the end of the tunnel. and i thank Jesus in the sky for 914 and my supporters. but france. you make me do a monkey dance.
