dear no games diary,
i told you i couldn't play no games tonite- that i was going to bed- and when i went and laid my flat dumb ass down- that is exactly what i did. fighting for silence in my home tho- is beginning to severely piss me off- i can not put into words how it makes me feel at all. when a movie or tv commercial becomes a part of my dream- it adds content to them i cant control and it becomes a scary scene. people start appearing who i don't know and taking me to places i didn't want to go. i don't like the tv on whenever i am sleeping- because the programming that is on will end up in my dream creeping. i suppose it's only fair since i do that in real life- but that bitch told the court he was with his cuntface wife. i wish in my next house to not have a big tv in my room. that will take care of my problem- but it prolly wont be so soon. meanwhile i fight to turn this fucker off- or just get up and sleep during the day.
i told you i couldn't play no games tonite- that i was going to bed- and when i went and laid my flat dumb ass down- that is exactly what i did. fighting for silence in my home tho- is beginning to severely piss me off- i can not put into words how it makes me feel at all. when a movie or tv commercial becomes a part of my dream- it adds content to them i cant control and it becomes a scary scene. people start appearing who i don't know and taking me to places i didn't want to go. i don't like the tv on whenever i am sleeping- because the programming that is on will end up in my dream creeping. i suppose it's only fair since i do that in real life- but that bitch told the court he was with his cuntface wife. i wish in my next house to not have a big tv in my room. that will take care of my problem- but it prolly wont be so soon. meanwhile i fight to turn this fucker off- or just get up and sleep during the day.
