February 24, 2011

no alarms

dear missing something diary,

when i don't wake up in the middle of the night- i miss hearing the trains go by. i miss hearing my neighborhood wake up. but it wasn't hard sleeping throughout the night tho- i haven't done it for quite some time. it was strange waking up with such a lapse of time. i was shocked to see the clock past five already- my favorite day and not a thing to celebrate yet again on its arrival. i did not wake up hungry today- a plus- and my headache ain't back with me that i went to bed with-HIP HIP- wait there is something to celebrate afterall- my bad. i like getting up in the middle of the night and when i don't- i feel like i have missed out on my time, i like it when it is quiet and dark and cold and i am alone and the dogs are asleep and i can get the grump's butthole off my arm. plus, i'll be awake all fucking day now prolly.