dear secretly i didn't know myself either diary,
keeping something under wraps from myself is often difficult and not the most readily available option assessable, for obvious reasons. but when it happens, it really happens and it is fucking amazing. i believe it has indeed come to the point where it is time to begin asking, how can this happen? i've been really impressed with my behavior lately, the cloud of instability has drifted on over to someone else's head. i want to thank my supporters for the network of security and long term commitments i've received over these past few years especially, during these past two (or three) troubled- stupid years. i owe y'all big time.