September 10, 2011

i like that idea better

dear i'm sorry my story checks out diary,

most of the time when you check my facts it will be your feelings that will get hurt, not mine. i did get mine hurt the other day though, because i got the facts all slammed up sideways across my forehead- not realizing that sometimes things ain't like they seem to be and even years later the truth will surface- which it did and i wasn't ready, but are we ever ready? i still have so many reasons to be thankful, and for those i am, but yet that score is so unsettled. who will even that up for me? who is going to do that? humm. it's coming to me.