January 20, 2011

flying around (on the floor)

dear water wings for the air diary,

walking sometimes proves to be difficult, as loosing my balance and falling over is funny even to see. i feel like a weeble only this weeble falls down, to the ground, and the grump comes to rescue me. i don't know why this is amusing- its really scary at the time, but after its done happened and i cant change anything- it makes me laugh out of my mind. its like my brain plays a joke upstairs and turns everything OFF- and down i go- to the ground- whether the ground is hard or soft. sometimes it does suck- depending on where im at- fucking really sucks at walmart- that's why i like big hats. then i don't hit my head as hard- that part sucks it does- and waking up can sometimes be a big fuzzy fuzz. i think if i wore water wings on my arms it would cushion the fall, then maybe i could just take a nap while im down there and not get up at all. i often sleep with one arm straight above my head- so if i had a water wing on- it'd be like a pillow and thus a bed. well, at least im off the floor again for the time being, thanks to the grump for being right there and seeing- everything that happened again- without him whatever would i do- now that i cant rely on someone like you.