dear found myself last night on youtube again diary,
i searched trixiethewhore- and there i was under 'ay mclovin' what a fucking way of life. will that shit ever go away i wonder? prolly not. then upon a little more doodlehabbin- there i was again- and again- and again. funny how one funky day can change it all. that was an adventure. id do it again- in a different outfit. im up early today- not by choice either- i have a massive case of heartburn. i ate macaroni and cheese and went to bed last night and now i want to hang myself from a fucking tree asap. i will be washing my hair today boys and girls- or i might as well just shave it off if im not going to take care of it- that's what my mom would say. i can almost understand the reasoning behind the theory now- i truly don't deserve hair- as scag nasty as it is- i am ashamed. i look like a homeless person. if my body smelled of onions- id fit the roll perfect. steff said last night it didn't look greasy to her at all- but she was being nice- she was being nice when she left her grey goose liquor bottle in my car too- OPEN- i threw that mf str8 out the window- i don't need that bullshit in my car. it smelled gawd awful. she called when i got around the corner too and wanted me to bring it back- i told her i done threw it out. damn the bad luck.
i searched trixiethewhore- and there i was under 'ay mclovin' what a fucking way of life. will that shit ever go away i wonder? prolly not. then upon a little more doodlehabbin- there i was again- and again- and again. funny how one funky day can change it all. that was an adventure. id do it again- in a different outfit. im up early today- not by choice either- i have a massive case of heartburn. i ate macaroni and cheese and went to bed last night and now i want to hang myself from a fucking tree asap. i will be washing my hair today boys and girls- or i might as well just shave it off if im not going to take care of it- that's what my mom would say. i can almost understand the reasoning behind the theory now- i truly don't deserve hair- as scag nasty as it is- i am ashamed. i look like a homeless person. if my body smelled of onions- id fit the roll perfect. steff said last night it didn't look greasy to her at all- but she was being nice- she was being nice when she left her grey goose liquor bottle in my car too- OPEN- i threw that mf str8 out the window- i don't need that bullshit in my car. it smelled gawd awful. she called when i got around the corner too and wanted me to bring it back- i told her i done threw it out. damn the bad luck.
