January 28, 2011

i am still me! (thank God)

dear long lost potato chip diary,

instinct tells me not to eat them- the greasy thin crispy salty yummy snacks. so i don't. it isn't because i don't want to tho, it's a choice. i saw that man again tonight. he really is something. gentle through the eyes- strong through the shoulders. ima sucker for a potato chip smile. instinct tells me to stay away from the yummy snack. so i do. i don't want to tho, again a choice. im scared of more court papers. i think he looked at me- but i could have been wrong. he could have been looking at the wall. a one man army- say something- nope never a word. maybe i'll dream about him later- when i close my eyes. maybe i'll feel his perfect fingers- sliding up my thighs. maybe when i work overtime nextime, he will be there too, maybe i'll have someone follow him home and we will have somewhere to stawk that is new!